Please join me in taking a collective deep breath as I launch my brand new blog. I prefer to think of it as our new blog because my intention is to involve you in it as much as possible. It was a few days ago on the eve of my sons 22nd birthday when I finally realized that I’m ready to jump in and share this blog with all of you. I think it’s the best best way for you to get to know me on an intimate level and understand a little bit about who I am and what I have to offer.
He is the most important person in my life, past present and future. He is my dearest and best friend. The love of my life. My reason for living and breathing. I respect and admire him more than anyone in this world. He has given purpose and meaning to my life and it has been an honor and a privilege to call him my son. Cancer tried to take him away from me five years ago but I was not gonna allow that to happen. So I fought like hell to get him the best possible treatment to try and save his life. We changed our diet, the water we drank, improved the quality of our positive thinking, and prayed every night that we would be lucky enough to conquer the beast. And thank God, thus far we have won our war on cancer. May it continue to remain drowned in the deepest darkest waters of the ocean along with the myriad of stones we used to throw from any shoreline we could find between his chemotherapy treatments.
I find myself feeling a bit anxious, nostalgic and grateful tonight. Anxious because of all of the challenges and hurdles that keep insisting to crowd each of our paths in life five years later. From health to financial hurdles, the hits just keep on coming. And every time I feel that I just can’t take another step forward, I will look over at my beloved son and notice a sheepish grin across that face of his which accentuates the gorgeous dimple that I have adored on him since he was a little boy. I then pause to fixate on it for a brief moment and take a deep breath. It feels like a sudden shot of adrenaline rushing through my veins that gives me the energy and the courage I need to keep moving and Holding On to life. My hope for him is to live a long and healthy life filled with adventure, fun and prosperity doing whatever makes him happy. I can only be here to support him in whatever way I can and pray that all his dreams come true..
Cancer did not beat us to a pulp like it wanted to, but it reeked a kind of havoc within each of us, that has taken several years of blood sweat and tears to unravel. I live every day in gratitude that he is still alive. And it is precisely that gratitude that fuels my courage to find my way through the myriad of challenges that face me each and every day.
It is my intention to continue sharing some important pieces of my own personal life here with you and that of other people that I have and will interview for the purpose of presenting you with valuable insight into how we all walk our talk and continue to heal ourselves by working on our own relationship with the food we choose to eat. So all I can say is buckle your seatbelt and get comfy in your seat. Get ready for an adventure like no other you’ve been on before! See you soon💕 Always with Love… Vida